Hate to make decision

Hello everyone, this is my first post in 2013 . Today also the second day I went to school.  In this year, most of the teacher that taught me last year , this year no continue teach me ! But luckily the acc. Physic , chemistry n add math teacher still the same ! The most happy thing is our bm teacher change ady ! Tell you honestly, my last year bm teacher no very good. Not because she teaches no well , just because every time she get in our class , also the poker face ,like no willing enter our like that ! It  makes me 不爽 lo !  This year, I am not being chosen be a ketua or penolong anymore, because I last is penolong ! Haha, then I can have more time stay with my gang! Hehe~ *_*

Now, I wanna back to my main topic today .  Now I am still thinking wanna take Chinese in my spm anot ! Very fan ! ><. My mom yesterday said don't want me to take Chinese because my Chinese marks in my form 4 is not very good , she worried I will fail my Chinese in my spm ! She also heard her frined said chinese not very important one , after we go to university also no use one ! That's why she dont want me to take Chinese . Besides, i also not very confident with my chinese . When I heard my mom can allow me dont want take chinese , of course I very happy ! Can take less one more subject, then I have more time to focus on my others subjects .

So today, one ppl came in my class and asked who wanna took Chinese in this coming spm , I no raise my hand ! I am very surprised that chee soon also don't want to take ( but he also still thinking la , not sure also ) , yi jun n yip Kah hoo no take also . So that means , my class only 5 ppl take Chinese in this coming spm! 

But when I reached home,my mom told me that she heard many ppl said take Chinese is very good , why not take Chinese ? Then , she asked me again, wanna took Chinese ? OMG ! Mummy , u make me very confuse now leh ! Suddenly say don't want take ;suddenly say it is very useful when I a
finding a job! Say what maybe after the general election, maybe many foreign company will come
our country , on that time maybe  Chinese will be very useful !  If you know me , actually I am a person who don't know how to make decision. I very hate and very scary when I am making a decision ! So now , how can I do?  Yesterday I thought I can no need to care my Chinese anymore ,can have more time to focus on my others subjects , but then now ........

Haiz , I am very fear I will regret one day if i don't take the Chinese ! Really don't know how now ! My mom suggest me ask my Chinese teacher first , see wonder I have Qualification to take Chinese
anot !